last couple of nights I always have weird and or nice dreams and or scary ones


I've never dreamt so much

One dream was so weird. It was night and I was walikng the streets of a town I dont know. I enter a park. there are benches and a lake, whichs water reminds me of black ink in the dark, the moon shines and the air is fresh but not cold yet. It smells like a summer night. The whole scenerie seemed more like a stageplay ^^. I was wearing jeans and a shirt. my stomach shivered a little bit, didnt know why maybe it was still a little cold. I sit on bench. then out of the dark an old friend of mine appears who I haven't seen for ages. he bows towards me and kisses me long and softly and says : "hey darling, thanks for waiting for me" . and its like I watch myself from afar. I see how I respond to him as if we are a real couple, as if I'm used to him kissing me. most strangely that kiss felt so good and I saw his face in all detail. the me who was waching the other me from afar felt like having found what I ve been missing. and the other me next to him feels just unbelievably happy. my eyes were glued on his face, so beautiful and perfect in the blue light.

After waking up I felt so strange. I haven't seen him for ages and I don't think I will ever again, plus I haven't been thinking bout him. Crazy Dream but so real...


weather: its a rainy june .. uhmm I kinda like that. dont know why. the last days ive been traveling to the town where Im gonna study a lot. on monday ill be on the train again. i kinda like that,sitting in a train as the landsscapes rush by. but unfortunately I have official stuff to do and cannot effort any time to walk the streets and 'get to know' the town.