recently I am thinking about the people around me very hard ^^ lol

I've found out a lot about a few persons I see everyday. A lot mor ethen they think I know. One of t hem for instant is giving psychological advice in love affairs in a public chat. Wow that really doesn't suit to that person I thought ^^^but it does .. at second sight. and it seems like everyone has a secret personality ... I'm amazed , really. it'S strange that people's hearts seem so seen throughy to me these days. Has something changed? They turn to me and open up and they leave hints about their private problems and specialties in every corner.


I kinda lay back and watch them. humans have a lot in common with fireflies. I love their heart'S flickering and watch them dance into the sunset day by day. It started with one person opening up to me, then others followed. I am thoughtful concerning my actions now. because even if one doesn't notice others may see you as a role model. and indeed feeling responsable makes me more relaxed in difficult situations. taking care of problems and helping people makes me feel smaller and that's good.

Before this inner change my mind was so full of myself and hated it. I was concerned with my looks (the more I t hought bout them the uglier I felt) and always complained bout everything ( though I had everything)My EGO was huge I couldn't get enough and was never satisfied


now I feel like a small but happy part of this beautiful world. I found a reason to live: being able to make anyone smile ^^

I feel like every good thing u do u get back..

in different ways but you do