Ihavent been online lately thats because university finally started and Im so happy it finally finally HAS!
So I had a lot of work to do, but lately I feel like doing art again.. Im scared that I really have forgotten on art because of studies.. though there've been a lot of them past couple of weeks and still will be but I will find a balance between art and studies Im sure I can make both of it possible. Well I shouldnt have chosen such an hard subject but well thats me I looove challenges



so I'll be back with new photos of my home town and plants and people and hopefully not only myself lol

so see ya soon

oh and nadalya will be my model aswell even though she doesnt know yet he h e (she will agree anyway for she looooves to be a muse XD )

Waymountain is gossiping again. that's so terrible and yet it belongs to our town ^^.
An old friend of mine who once asked me to go out with and whom I dumbed is spreading rumors bout me.. but fortunatley I hear all of it from my new friend, cause hes texting everything to her little sister.. ( lol that horny bastard tries to hook up that innocent girl.. hes really horny.. )

well lets hope the lil sis won't be deceived


anyway I#m so looking forward to the 06. sep my good old and BEST BEST friend Nadalya is coming back to germany from the usa ...

I cant wait to have lots of hiliarious party nights with her
and girls evenings in pyjamas and watch girlish series on dvd ^^
I soo missed that .. its not the same with other shallow friends xD

another thing I#m excited bout. .. on monday Ill have my first meeting with all my new fellow students
I just hope theyre nice and besides that .. ^^ hihi therell be a few cute charming boys xD to keep the breaks interesting

X X X *hugs you

Waymountain daily

recently Ive been thinking bout the comittment u make when u officially date someone....

I m so afraid my family will freak out in the negative sense
well anyway..

I have a summer love ^^
soo romantic. Its just how its supposed to be, with all that cute dates and phonecalls

I love it. its ordinary and sweet, no romeo and juliet struggle like my last relationship

and I have grown up.. after a lil experience I learned a lot bout keeping a relationship going..
I would have never thought there are rules in love. Ive always been very idealistic and believed in pure love can overcome the everyday routine..
but it cant if u dont help it

now I know how to do it and it works

rule number 1:

dont see him everyday ( oh I would love to but its not healthy)

rule number 2:

remain an equal state of giving and taking. dont take too much and also dint give much more than u have gained (but never forget to give!!!!!!!!!)

rule number 3:

do not talk too loose! even if u feel like u could tell him everything : certain things should be to urself

rule number 4:
committ to your boyfriend, never give him the feeling ure not proud of being his girlfriend


well dont know why but these rules really work. I know they sound so easy but they arent

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what is happening ? It's been the perfect start of a an awesome summer.. now it's beginning of july and it's raining. CONSTANTLY
The forest swallows our little town. It's bursting, since its wet and hot outside.
We all pretend it's summer. loool that's actually quite funny when u see people in shorts in the pouring rain xD
And I have decided to go swimming tomorrow. YESSS I am challenging the weather god. tadadadaaaaaa *theatralic background music
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Water with berry-flavour:

I found my favourite drink. it's water, flavoured water..lol I know, I know some of these magic drinks lol are unhealthy and.. I don't care
I love it
It only taste slightly like berries. u bearly realize, but it smells soo intensively
mhhhhh

here some kurdish music by kurdish kids hihi:

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its my mothertongue but I cant speak or understand it ..aww Im so sad.. I gotta learn it one time






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uiii

Im finally out of lazy time and feel extraordinairy strong ^^ and I am full of ideas and inspiration

gah! my fingers are ichy ! and I also have a lot of other ideas ^^

ull know pretty soon ^^

love all of ya

birds :

why aren't birds afraid of me? thats really weird. there are birds landing onmy windowpane when I open the window and lean outside. I almost got an heartattac as a tiny brid sat next to my arm lol and a little bigger one did the same the next morning ^^
I got used to it now ..but its still weird